If Only
Chapter 1
It was a wonderful bright and sunny summer in Retroville. Five teens
decided
to go to the lake one Saturday. Three of the young adults sat on
a
soft blanket on the beach of the beautiful lake. One was rather
round
wearing broad rim glasses and drinking lemonade. The other two
sat
across from him, smiling sheepishly at each other.
“Uh, Sheen, do you, I don’t know... want to take a walk?” asked the 17
year
old dark-skinned girl smiling brightly with a light shade of pink
unnoticeable
across her cheeks.
“Does Ultralord have totally cool magma cannons?!” yelled the hyper 18
year
old boy beside her. She looked at him in total confusion. “That
means
yes...” he explained.
“Oh, then lets go! I need to get away from those two fighting.
It’s
giving me a headache!” she said as she took his hand, stood up,
and
looked over at the two teens standing at the water’s edge. They
stood
only about a foot from each other spitting insults and comebacks
at
one another, unaware of how close they really were.
“Do you ever get the idea that maybe they just argue with each other
to
mask their true feelings for each other?” asked Libby as she and
Sheen
began walking down the beach away from the blanket. He simply
shrugged
as they walked farther away from the arguing pair.
“What are you talking about, Neutron?! Of course I can dive
better
than you!” screamed the shapely 17 year old blond, fully dressed.
‘Oh I know you can’ thought the big headed brown haired 17 year old
boys’
genius. ‘It’s all part of my plan’ “Oh, yeah right, Vortex!” he
shouted
in her face. “Then prove it!”
“I will!” she cried turning and heading to her bag on the beach
blanket.
When she grabbed a skimpy pink bikini from her bag and a pair of
blue
swim trunks from his bag and walked back to the genius, she
noticed
a sly grin and his face. She brushed it off and snatched his arm
and
began pulling him to the changing rooms. “We are going to change and
then
I will prove to you I am a much better swimmer and all around a
better
athlete than you!”
“Whatever you say, Vortex,” he said enjoying the tingles in his arm and
the
fact that very soon he would be seeing her in a bikini. She led him to
the
boys changing room and handed him his bathing suit before turning and
walking
into the girl’s room. He quickly changed and hurried out to the girls
changing
room, anticipating her arrival. He leaned against the wall beside the
door,
listening to her moving about inside. Within a few moments she strolled
out
not noticing him.
“Where is Jimmy? He should be done by now,” she stated with a hint of
annoyance
in her voice. “Hmm, I wonder what he will look like in his bathing
suit.
He has grown since the last time I saw him without a shirt on,” she
jumped
when she heard a deep voice.
Chapter 2
“Why don’t you turn around,” Jimmy said in a seductive voice. He could
not
see the surprised look on her face until she turned around. His mouth
gaped
open when he saw her from the front. He started from the bottom and
worked
his way up. He noted her slender, muscular legs, then her curvy hips
and
slim waist. Her chest was not large but he figured her to be just below
the
regular size of women her age, yet that was fine with him. When he
finally
met her gaze, he noticed that she was doing the same that he was. A
blush
appeared on his cheeks at the note of her evaluating him, like he was
doing
to her. He began to wonder what she thought of him just before he
gathered
his voice.
“So, uh, you ready to head back?” his voice hovering just above a
whisper.
“Huh? Oh, I mean, ... yeah,” she could feel her cheeks burning slightly
and
her heart flutter when she saw a small blush on his cheeks. ‘Was he
checking
me out? Did he notice me looking at him? I wish I knew how he felt
about
me...’ but her thoughts were interrupted when he spoke.
“Then lets go! I can’t wait to see your face when I prove that I can
dive
better than you!” he said brushing past her. She smiled and quickly
turned
and walked beside him. She did her best to not glance over at him. He
did
the same, but his feelings for her soon over took him and he turned his
head
slightly toward her, just enough so she would not notice him looking at
her.
He looked at her soft blonde hair falling over her shoulders and tried
his
hardest not to just reach up and stroke it. She had been wearing it
down
more often, ever since he told her he liked it down one day when she
decided
not to wear it in a ponytail. He noted her gentle skin and the twinkle
in
her emerald eyes. He yearned to just wrap his arms around her and kiss
her
glossy lips, but he knew she would slap him and push him to the ground
like
she did Nick when he tried to kiss her.
‘She beat Nick to a pulp for trying to kiss her, and she liked him,
just
imagine how she would act if her enemy trying to kiss her. I wouldn’t
stand
a chance, but I don’t blame him for trying. She is a goddess with the
looks,
and the brains,’ he thought to himself. That is what he liked the most
about
her, sure she was beautiful, but she was the only one who could come
close
to him intellectually. He loved everything about her, from her fiery
temper
that always turned him on, to her bravery that outmatched his by a long
shot.
You could say he admired her, but he knew it was love. But he was
certain
he didn’t have a chance with her. ‘Sure we have moments, but that’s
just
because we are always together. Actually, were inseparable, and I love
it.
I love her. I just wish I could find out how she really feels about me.
Libby
had said she has feelings for me, but I don’t think they could compare
to
the feeling I have when she is around. Maybe one day I will finally
tell her, and just maybe she will feel the same way... Yeah right!’ his
thoughts
were stopped short as she turned her head to look into his
eyes.
‘Wow, his eyes are so...so...beautiful. I could look into them
forever,’
she thought as he smiled at her and they continued walking. ‘He’s
smiling!
Wait, was he looking at me again?’
“What are you looking at, Neutron?” she said a little too hurtful. She
soon
regretted it.
Chapter 3
“You,” he simply stated. He was shocked by his truthfulness. Her eyes
widened.“I,
uh, mean...” but she cut him off and her next words surprised him. He
was
sure she would be upset with him looking at her.
“It’s okay. I do look good in this bikini,” she smiled and paused for a
moment,
obviously thinking. “What do you think?” her voice reaching a whisper.
“About what?” he asked, even though he had heard her and knew what she
was
referring to, but didn’t want to embarrass himself.
“Nothing...” her eyes leaving his sapphire ones and becoming interested
in
the sand, they walked upon. She ached inside for him not responding
because
she was positive she spoke loud enough for him to hear her. But at the
same
time was afraid of his answer. ‘What if he doesn’t feel the same way? I
don’t
think I could handle it if he said something mean ... and I can never
let
him see me cry, he would probably point and laugh. I don’t feel like
having
my heart broke today.’
“You really want to know what I think...” he trailed off, waiting to
see
if she sincerely wanted to know. If she did, he would make himself tell
her
exactly what he thought, even if she used it against him. He just hoped
that
maybe she would appreciate it and take it a sign of his affection for
her.
“Yes, I really would... Jimmy,” she quietly responded. She hoped that
just
maybe using his first name he would take it as a sign that she didn’t
want
to be tortured today and that she truly cared. He took a deep breath
and
stopped a few feet from Carl and the beach blanket, turning to face
her.
She stopped and faced him also. He gulped as he looked into her eyes
and
thought about how she would react to his answer. ‘Well I lived a
fulfilling
life...’ he opened his mouth but the words did not form. After a few
moments
of silence, he could see the disappointment in her eyes and it pierced
his
heart.
“I think you look, um, really-” he started but as usually was cut short
by
some sort of interruption.
“Hey guys! Do you know where the mayonnaise is?” Carl asked very
politely,
looking up at them, like he thought he was not disrupting anything. But
that
quickly changed when Jimmy glared at him and Cindy head dropped and she
closed
her eyes.
“Uh, never mind,” Carl said and went back to his sandwich. Jimmy sighed
when
he glanced at Cindy.
“Hey, Carl, do you know where Sheen and Libby are?” he asked, trying to
ease
the pain.
“They went for a walk. They will probably be back before dark.” Carl
plainly
stated. “Are you going swimming?” he asked noticing them in their
bathing
suits.
“Oh, yeah, I almost forgot! Cindy and I will be at the pier if you need
us.
I have to prove that I can dive way better than her!” he responded and
smiled
when she lifted her head and smirked at him.
“Okay, we’ll see you later, Carl.” she said to Carl as she grabbed
Jimmy
by the wrist and began dragging him once again. “I got to go show
Neutron
here that girls are way more athletic than boys. Especially boys with
big
heads.” she said over her shoulder and grinning evilly at Jimmy, who
was
blushing at her touch. When they got to the pier, she looked at him and
saw
that he was still blushing, yet raising his eyebrow skeptically at her.
Then
she realized she was still holding his wrist and quickly let go as it
dropped
to his side. Little did either know that inside both were enjoying the
feel
of each others skin, but neither would ever admit it.
“Sorry...” she responded, but after she said it she wasn’t sure why she
had.
Maybe she was sorry that he may never know how she feels or maybe she
was
apologizing to herself. He couldn’t possibly know how she felt and she
was
sorry for dropping so many hints and even with him being a genius, he
still
didn’t understand her true motive for arguing and competing with him
all
these years.
“Yeah, sorry for having to kick your butt...not!” she teased him
and
walked to the edge of the pier, then looked down at the water. She saw
a
reflection in the water and looked closely at it. She saw a young
green-eyed
girl with blond hair cascading down her shoulders and a thin frame, to
her
left see saw another reflection, a young man. She gazed at the boy with
brown
hair and the most dazzling blue eyes she had ever had the pleasure to
look
into. The boy with the huge IQ and the gentle touch to match his
compassionate
nature, putting himself in danger to protect those he cared for the
most.
The boy that stole her heart with his kind and caring personality. The
boy
that no matter how much she tortured and teased, still wanted to be her
friend.
‘If only I could just tell him how much he means to me... if... that
word
itself stabs my heart, the word of so many possibilities...’ tell him’
said
a voice deep inside her ‘I can’t’ why not? ‘ what if he doesn’t feel
the
same way’ what if he does? ‘how could he’ how couldn’t he? ‘stop it!
leave
me alone!’ when you tell him...’ the voice soon faded into her
subconscious
‘ok,’ she told herself. But during her argument with herself she did
not
feel his soft hand on her shoulder. When she did return, she could feel
the
tears threatening to come to the surface, but her pride forced them
away.
Still not noticing his hand on her shoulder, she sat down on the edge
of
the pier, her toes touching the top of the water.
“Cindy... are you okay?” he asked as he sat beside her. She could feel
the
concern in his voice and her breath caught in her throat.
‘He...he...cares...
no, he is just a good friend,’ she took a deep breath and collected her
thoughts.
“I guess, I was just thinking...” she turned to face him and stare into
his
deep blue eyes. His caring smile was all she needed. “So, Neutron, you
ready
to show me how good you really are?” and with that she stood up and
placed
her hands on her hips and flashed him a smile. His insides melted as he
gazed
up at her, the sunlight hitting her just right.
“You know, Cindy, I never told you what I thought...” he said without
actually
thinking, but he didn’t regret saying it after seeing the happy gleam
in
her eyes.
“So, your thinking for once,” she said with a grin plastered on her
face.
“I would love to know...” she paused, “what you think of me...” she
stated
placing her hands behind her back but not breaking her gaze on him. His
heart
stopped for a brief second before speaking.
Chapter 4
“I think you look really...” he took a quick look all around to
make
sure no one was around to get in the way. He then whispered the last
word
in her ear, “...hot,” and as soon as he said it he could feel his
cheeks
go up in flames as the biggest and most wonderful smile he had ever
seen
came across her face. And before he could do or say anything she flung
her
arms around his neck in a loving embrace. He stood perfectly still for
a
moment taking in everything and soon wrapped his
strong arms around her and pulled her close to him. Without thinking
what
she may think, he nestled his face in her soft hair. Her heart
fluttered
and began beating wildly when she felt him nuzzle her neck. She didn’t
ever
want to let go, but slowly they pulled apart and stood timidly in front
of
each other. He was too happy to blush as he rubbed the back of his
neck.
She looked over him and merely folded her arms across her chest with a
mischievous
smile.
“So, hot, huh?” she said as she caught his blush.
“I always thought you were pretty...,” he said as he smiled shyly.
“Oh, thanks, Jimmy...” as she unfolded her arms and turned to look out
onto
the water. “But don’t think I will go easy on you,” she said and then
dove
into the cool water. His heart soared as she motioned for him to dive.
He
glanced down at her and then took his best dive position, with his
hands
above his head in a v-shape, and puffing out his chest to show her his
somewhat
muscular torso, he dived into the water beside her. When he resurfaced,
he
slicked his hair back out of his eyes.
Floating in the water, he noticed the look she was giving him.
“What?” he said liking the fact that she was looking at him.
“Nothing... it’s just... you look, uh, different with your hair like
that...”
she gave him a smirk before finishing, “I like it,” and as soon as the
words
came out of her mouth she playfully splashed him. He was taken back by
her
words for a moment before he splashed her back.
“You think so,” he asked with a raised eyebrow. He couldn’t believe
what
she had just said, but it was killing him inside to find out if she
really
meant it.
“Now your asking me what I think, don’t push it, Neutron,” she said
before
splashing him in return.
“I’ll take that as a... yes!” and she just merely giggled at his
response
as his stomach did flips hearing her fluffy laughter. He splashed
her
one last time before he began floating on his back across the lake, as
she
swam to a swallower part to collect shells. He drifted away into a
daydream
while staring into the sky. He could see her beautiful angelic face
with
the glossy lips he so pined to kiss. He was torn away from his dream by
a
sweet voice. ‘Jimmy’ it said. ‘Jimmy!’ it said a little louder.
“Jimmy!” he could hear her voice echo across the lake. He quickly
snapped
from his dream, dreading the worst. ‘Oh no! Why is she yelling for me?
Is
she in trouble?’ Without thinking he began swimming toward her voice.
He
hadn’t notice how far he had drifted. He could see her and the shore
line
in the distance. She was floating with only her head and shoulders
showing,
looking around desperately for him. He didn’t see her in any sort of
danger,
but swam quickly to her nonetheless. As he neared her, relief washed
over
their faces.
“Are you okay? Why were you shouting for me?” he asked as he swam up to
her
and floated in front of her. When he looked into her eyes, he thought
he
saw a tear, but considered it as just water.
“Oh, thank god, you’re alright!” she breathed in relief. “I didn’t want
you
drifting too far...,” she gave him a caring smile. “I was afraid
something
might happen to you...” then she looked away, “The world needs you,”
then
she looked into his bright blue eyes once again. All he could do was
sigh
and give her a smile. He slowly swam toward her. She was a little taken
back
by his action and being so close to her, but she stayed where she was.
He
swam closer and closer to her until his face was only a few inches from
hers.
Her heart beat quickened at the thought of what he might do. But as he
got
closer instead of his lips moving onto hers like she had wished, they
moved
past her cheek to her ear and he spoke three words.
Chapter 5
“Race you back,” he whispered and her heart sunk after hearing his
words.
She peered down at the water, not paying attention to what may happen
next.
While pulling his lips away from her ear, he placed a gentle kiss upon
her
cheek and before she could protest, he quickly swam toward the pier. In
astonishment,
she placed her hand on the cheek, where he had placed a warm kiss. She
could
feel the burning feeling of his lips and floated in the water for a few
moments
watching him swim away toward the pier.
‘He kissed my cheek... why? He has kissed my cheek before, but...
I
don’t know, this time was different,’ she thought as she watched him
reach
the pier and hang on the ladder, resting and slowly lowering his
eyelids,
smiling to himself. As soon as she collected herself, she squealed on
the
inside. ‘I can’t wait to tell Libby! She’s gonna freak!’ and she made
her
way toward the
pier.
‘Here she comes... don’t panic, what could she possibly do? It’s just
Cindy...
oh, yeah...Cindy, the karate champion! Great... what if she is upset?
Should
I try to run? No, I can’t outrun her,’ a small voice inside him spoke,
‘what
if she isn’t ‘huh? Of course she will be upset!’ she may not be ‘what
do
you know’ more than you think ‘how?’ tell her...’ the voice soon faded
away.
‘Ok’ After his talk with himself, he looked up to see Cindy
already
on the pier looking down at him, smiling.
“Hey you,” and when she spoke his heart skipped a beat.
“H-hey, how did you get up there without me seeing you?!” he asked and
she
shrugged.
“You were daydreaming, or something. What were you thinking about?” she
asked
with puppy dog eyes. He felt his heart melt at the attractive view he
had
of her with the sun laying a soft glow upon her gentle features. He was
at
a loss for words and he wasn’t sure how she would react to the truth.
“Oh, uh...” he had no idea how to explain to her his thought process,
much
less how to tell her what he feels for her. Only one thing came to
mind. “Are you upset that I kissed you...” his eyes trailing down to
the
shiny water surface, too afraid to look at her, much less listen to her
response
that he was sure would tear him in two, if she didn’t do that herself.
“Why would I be upset, Jimmy? I know we argue, but we are still
friends,
aren’t we?” he couldn’t believe it, she wasn’t yelling. ‘Maybe I have a
chance
after all,’ he thought, but she soon cut in. “To tell you the truth...
I
kinda liked it,” he still couldn’t believe his ears. ‘Did she say what
I
think she said?’ he asked himself. He just hung there on the ladder
looking
up at her lying on the pier on her stomach gazing down at him with a
pleasant
smile on her face, his mouth agape. The words he said next not only
shocked
him but amazed him at how well he could say them.
“Can I take you for a walk after dinner? I want to tell you something
important
and I know just the place,” he said as he slowly ascended up the ladder
toward
her. She sat up as he reached the top of the ladder and smiled at her.
To
him it looked like she was thinking about her answer but little did he
know.
‘Did he just ask me on a date? Am I dreaming? What does he need to tell
me?
Wow, I definitely need to talk to Libby. Oh yeah, he’s waiting for an
answer...’
he watches her as she utters a sigh, ‘if only he could know what I was
thinking,
he could see my answer... ugh, that word... if...,’ she smiles brightly
at
him, “I would love to,” she answers with happiness in her voice that
pierces
his heart. Not being able to take his eyes off her, he climbs the rest
of
the way up, onto the pier and stands above her, holding out his hand.
She
gladly takes it and he helps her up. They stand hand in hand for a
moment
before she begins to pull her hand away, but he gently squeezed it and
began
leading her up to the beach and over to the blanket where Sheen and
Libby
are. The entire way both could feel the tingles in their hands. As they
reach
the blanket, he softly lets her hand slide from his and walks over to
Sheen
and sits next to him, who is beside Libby. She gives Cindy a knowing
look
as she turns to her best friend, who is putting a towel around her
waist.
“Hey girl, what’s going on?” Libby asks with a sly grin on her face.
Cindy
looks over at the two boys quietly chatting.
“Can we talk, somewhere else?” she asks looking back at her best friend
with
a slight sign of fear in her voice. Libby notices and nods as they get
up
and walk over to the girls bathroom not too far from the boys. As soon
as
they enter Cindy starts talking.
“Libby, I have so much to tell you! Today was great! We got along
almost
all day!” Libby just smiled as she continued, “Well, after you left
Jimmy
and I went to get changed so we could go swimming and guess what!? He
said
my bikini looked hot!” she practically screamed. Libby’s eyes grew wide
with
excitement.
“What!? No way! Well, you do look cute, are you sure he said hot,” when
she
said this Cindy gave her a disapproving smile.
“Yes! And after that we were in the water and he kissed my cheek!” and
this
time Cindy squealed with delight.
“Oh my gosh! Are you kidding me!?” cried Libby, taking Cindy’s hands in
her
own.
“I know! And that’s not the best part! He asked me on a date!” but this
time
Cindy literally screamed the last sentence and threw her arms in the
air.
Then collected Libby’s hands once again and whispered to her, “He has
something
he wants to tell me and he said it is important...” Cindy looked deeply
into
her best friends brown eyes, silently asking for help. Libby took a
deep
breath before answering.
“Okay girl, listen up. If he asked you on a date, then what he wants to
tell
you has to be good...” but before she could finish Cindy cut in.
“But what if it isn’t? What if he says he has and girlfriend and we
can’t
be together? What if he doesn’t feel the same way? What if he has
horrible
news, like he is going to college early or something? What if-” but
Libby
cut her rambling short.
“If, if, if, what did I tell you about that word! Every time you use
it,
you use it negatively, what if he doesn’t have a girlfriend and wants
to
be together? What if he does feel the same way? What if he has good
news?
Did you ever think of that? You need to stop thinking so darn
negative!”
and after her speech, Libby notices a tear coming from Cindy’s eye “Oh,
girl
I’m sorry...”
“No, your right Libby, thanks,” she replies and pulls her best friend
into
caring hug. When they pull away, Libby hands her a tissue.
“You don’t want Jimmy to see you crying, do you?” Libby says as Cindy
blows
her nose and wipes away a few escaping tears.
“No,” she replies softly and wipes most of her tears away, “I don’t,
but
um, Libby? What did you and Sheen do today?” she asks wiping away the
last
of her tears and gaining her composure. Libby smiles and tells her
about
her day with Sheen. How they went for a walk and sat on the beach,
looking
out over the lake in each others arms. About how Sheen told her that
she
was his Ultra queen in his life and he deeply cared for her.
“Wow, Libs, you had an exciting day too, huh?” and with that said both
girls
began giggling like little school girls. They gave each other one last
reassuring
hug before changing into their regular clothes and heading out the
door.
When they arrived back at the blanket, they found the boys already
dressed.
Jimmy in a short sleeve dark blue shirt with his atomic logo in white
on
the center of it with a pair of comfortable jeans and clean white
shoes.
Sheen still hadn’t outgrown Ultralord, but
now wore a blank short sleeve green shirt and baggy black jeans with
his
signature blue sneakers. And Carl had returned with the goofiest smile
on
his face.
“So Carl, how did your day go?” asked Libby while helping Sheen load
the
beach chairs and some other materials they brought into his blue car.
“I met the nicest girl in the world and I’m taking her to a buffet
later,”
he replied while packing the last of his things into the trunk of his
car.
“Is it okay if I don’t go to dinner with you guys like I said I would?”
he
asked opening the door to his pale orange car.
“Of course, Carl. Go and have a good time,” replied Jimmy as he helped
Cindy
load the cooler into the trunk of his red convertible. “We’ll meet you
guys
at the restaurant at eight, after I pick up Cindy,” he told Libby and
Sheen
before waving goodbye and getting into his car. He waited as Cindy
threw
her bag into the back seat and got into the passenger’s seat. She
closed
the door and put on her seatbelt while he started the car. Jimmy waited
as
his friends pulled out and headed toward downtown Retroville. He turned
to
her as he spoke.
Chapter 6
“Do you mind if I stop somewhere? I’ll only be a minute. I have to pick
something
up,” he asked with a soft voice, hoping not to get on her bad side. She
just
smiled and nodded in response. “Thanks,” he said as he backed out and
drove
away from the lake, heading into town. An unbearable silence came
between
the lovers. She couldn’t take it anymore.
“Jimmy, you don’t have to pick me up you know. I’m capable of driving
to
the restaurant myself,” she said as she looked out the window.
“Yes, Vortex, I know, but we live directly across the street from each
other.
There is no point in us taking two vehicles to the same place,
besides I want to pick you up...” and he paused before continuing,
“There’s
somewhere special I want to take you after dinner, remember?” he asked
with
unbelievable affection in his tone and not taking his eyes off the
road,
yet feeling her eyes wander up and down him.
“Of course, how could I forget,” she said and sighed deeply at the
thought
of where he may take her. She began to daydream as she gazed at
him, watching his eyes scan the road ahead of him, listening to his
easy,
soft breathing, and his gentle hands caressing the steering wheel, the
same
hands she longed to have fondling her hair and strong arms wrapped
around
her, holding her and taking away all her fears.
‘Maybe I’ll tell him tonight... yeah, tonight...’ but her thoughts were
cut
short when he parked the car in the parking lot at the mall. He smiled
at
her before he got out of the car and gently closed the door. She
watched
him as he activated his hover shoes, floating in the air a few seconds,
and
winked to her before flying off in the direction of his destination.
She
waited in the car for a few moments before her patience could last no
longer,
and looked into the backseat at his red beach bag. In one quick
movement,
she grabbed his bag and tore open the zipper. Her eyes searched the
inside
of the bag before she caught a glimpse of what looked like a small
leather
book. ‘That’s just like Neutron to bring a book to the beach,’ she
thought,
but when it accidentally flipped open, she noticed his handwriting on
the
thin
white pages. Soon curiosity got the better of her as she opened the
small
journal on her lap and read to herself the writing on the first page.
‘ Dear journal,
I have been having a lot of
crazy
mixed up emotions lately and Carl
suggested since I didn’t want to talk about them that I write them down
somewhere. At first I thought it was ludicrous for man of science to
write down his feelings in a stupid girly diary, but the more I thought
about it more logical it sounded. I guess I might as well get down to
the point, since your going to be holding my deepest thoughts and
secrets. Yes, the source of my anxiety, as you most likely imagined, is
a girl. The most beautiful female I have ever seen and the smartest
woman I have ever met. She makes me smile, but at the same time frown.
She confuses me beyond comprehension and yet I dream of her. And
because I’m going to be talking about her a lot, I should just go ahead
and tell you who this mystery girl is. She is my green-eyed angel,
C...’
but before she could read the name she heard a familiar humming sound
and
her eyes snapped up to the window to watch Jimmy’s feet slowly descend
toward
the pavement. Her eyes grew large and as quickly as she could, she
threw
the book into the bag and tossed it into the backseat just as he opened
the
door. She tried to stay calm as he climbed into the car and placed a
rather
small brown bag on the seat between them. She looked questionably at
him
as he started the car and began driving out of the parking lot, toward
home.
“That wasn’t long,” she stated as she tried to cover the nervousness in
her
voice and peered over at the small bag, curiosity once again pouncing
on
her. She was startled when he spoke.
“I told you I would only be a sec,” he told her, not taking his eyes
off
the road, yet acknowledging her presence nonetheless. But out of the
corner
of his eye he could see her slowly reaching for the bag that sat beside
him
on the seat. And without a moment to spare in one quick fluid motion,
he
snatched the bag up in his hand and rested it on his lap in protection.
She
scowled at her misfortune of not being quicker like she planned.
“What’s in the bag?” she asked with the best innocent sound in her
voice
that she could muster in a situation like this. And batting her
eyelashes,
she hoped to get an answer from the genius and her long time crush.
Chapter 7
“Oh, nothing, really,” he responded, fighting the urge to tell his
secret
to her now. The secret that lies in his lap. The secret that was
written
as clear as day on thin white paper. The secret of his love for the one
beside
him. And without another word he focused his eyes back on the road.
“Okay, I just thought it might be important by the way you snapped the
bag
up like that, maybe... like you are hiding something,” she questioned
with
a hint of suspicion in her tone. ‘Hmm... something important must be in
that
bag, and I need to figure out what,’ she told herself while peeking
over
at that big secret concealed in a small bag. He did not respond, but
simply
tried his hardest to ignore her as she stared at the object in his lap.
After
a few moments of her eyes locked on his lap, her eyes began to drift
upward.
She scanned his lean waist and toned stomach and worked her way even
higher
when she analyzed his muscular chest beneath his black shirt and
intense
arms. While she examined him, she wondered what it would be like to run
her
hands over his appealing body. The thought aroused her and she silently
snapped
out of it, drawing her attention to his opened beach bag in the seat
directly
behind him.
‘Uh oh, what if he finds out I was reading his personal journal? He
will
never speak to me again. What am I going to do?’ and at this thought
she
mentally cursed herself, ‘I wonder who that girl is he was talking
about?
Great... just great... now I have to find out what’s in that bag and
that
journal! This boy is so confusing!’ she began to grow angry at her own
thoughts
and the questions she needed answered, ‘Why do I even care!? He’s
probably
talking about his dream girl,’ and even at the thought of her name she
clenched
her fists in anger, ‘Betty Quinlin!’ and without even realizing, it a
tiny
growl lingered in her throat, ‘I hate that no good, flirty, boy
stealing,
son of a b-’ but before she could think another word, Jimmy’s voice
floated
to her ears.
“You okay?” he questioned with concern apparent in his voice. She
calmed
down at the sound of his kind voice. Because she had been lost in her
own
world, she hadn’t noticed that they were parked in her driveway. The
bag
still in his lap, he had let go of the steering wheel and turned
himself
in the seat to face her. She looked up into his blue eyes and smiled.
“I’m fine, but... thanks,” she replied with a bit of hesitation. He
gave
her a confused expression before answering.
“You’re welcome,” he responded and turned to open his door, but before
she
could lean over and open her door, he spun back around and placed his
attention
back on her. “Wait, thanks? For what?” he asked. She was a little taken
back
by his outburst and wasn’t sure if she should tell him the real reason.
‘For being there for me, whenever and wherever I need you’ she thought,
but
her mouth had other plans. “You know, for everything, I
guess,” she stuttered before continuing. She looked into his eyes and
felt
her insides melt. “Jim, you may not think so by the way we fight and
argue,
and our past...and us being enemies and all... but you’re one of my
best
friends... I don’t know what I’d do without you,” she explained and
after
the words came out, she was a little surprised she had said what she
did.
Although, she did feel a little bit better that some of what she was
feeling
came out, but inside she knew it was not enough. His eyes widened
mildly
at her answer, yet in a short amount of time, his surprised expression
was
lost and it molded into a dreamy, faraway look as he gazed into her
green
pools for eyes. And for some reason he couldn’t muster up the energy to
speak.
She gave him another exquisite smile.
“Thanks for the ride,” she said, breaking the silence. “See you later,
I
can’t wait,” and as she said goodbye she carefully leaned across the
seat
and planted an endearing kiss on his mildly pink boyish cheek. He
turned
a deeper red as she giggled and climbed out of the car and grabbed her
things
from the back seat. He watched her walk in front of the car and across
the
yard to her house carrying her small beach bag, her hips swinging with
each
step, her fluffy hair bouncing over her
shoulders, and he couldn’t help but stare. She placed her things on the
steps
and dug out a key from her purse. She looked over at Jimmy, and caught
him
fixated on her. She smiled gleefully and waved at him as he rolled down
his
window and waved back. She was not far away and they could hear each
other
perfectly when they spoke in a normal tone.
“I’ll be back later...” he said to her and he gazed at her a moment
before
speaking aloud to himself, “So cute,” She smiled and blushed as he
started
up the car. She thought he may not be able to hear her if she spoke
again
but with slight hesitation she picked up her bag and said one last
thing
before opening the door and walking in.
Chapter 8
“He’s adorable,” she said to no one in particular. But he caught every
word.
He thought about what she said while backing out of her driveway and
into
his just across the street. ‘Adorable’ the word echoed throughout his
head
as he put the car into park in his driveway. He sat there for a moment
in
deep thought, rubbing his chin. ‘She thinks I’m adorable... no, she
couldn’t.
Did she know what she said?’ his mind went blank for an instant while
he
fought to find an answer, ‘no, she
couldn’t have meant it, could she have? Maybe she meant to say it to
herself
and I just overheard it and that means...’ when he can to the
realization
of her neatly spoked words for the first time since he heard her mummer
them,
he leapt from the car in joy. He danced in his driveway like a little
girl
getting a pony for her birthday and pumped his fists in the air.
“Yes! Yes! Yes!” he screamed completely unaware of anyone else around
him.
He stopped when Goddard came running up to him and jumped on him,
knocking
him into the grass of his lawn. Him and his metal canine rolled on the
ground
for a few seconds before Jimmy scooped up his best invention in his
arms
and stood up. “You’ll never believe the great day I had today,
Goddard!”
he told his dog before setting him on the ground and gathering his
things
from the car. He locked the car and led Goddard to the front door. When
he
reached his front door, he turned and faced the pink house across the
street.
He sighed in triumph and walked into the house with Goddard on his
heels.
He greeted his parents and grabbed a purple flurp from the refrigerator
before
crashing down on the couch. He turned on the tv and relaxed. He already
had
his apparel and everything he would need for tonight in his room and he
knew
it would only take him a maximum of an hour to get ready for the dinner
with
his friends and his love. Yet, he knew little about what was going on
across
the street.
“Oh, Cindy! I love your hair!” screeched Libby in excitement when she
was
done curling her best friend’s hair. Cindy’s blonde hair now bounced
freely
in loose curls as the girls finished their makeup. A few hours later
the
girls were dressed and ready. Libby wore a shimmering pink dress that
flowed
just around her ankles, her hair out of its usual braids and now pencil
straight
and just below her shoulders. Cindy on the other hand wore a strapless
black
dress just below her knees, showing off her curvy build and hoping to
catch
the eye of a certain young man. Sheen showed first and gawked over
Libby
for a few minutes before he led her out of Cindy’s house and into his
car,
driving off to the restaurant to reserve the seats. A knock on her door
was
heard shortly afterwards. She took a deep breath and checked herself in
the
mirror one last time before opening the door.
“Hello, Jimmy,” she greeted rather pleasantly. His jaw dropped when she
opened
the door. She smiled to herself when his eyes traveled from her feet
and
up to meet her gaze. Standing in the doorway, he looked over her once
more
before gaining his composure and somehow finding his voice.
“Wow, Cindy... you look... wow,” he breathed as he gazed upon her hair.
“Cindy...
your hair...it’s incredible. I’ve never seen it like that...
amazing.”
he complimented with a dreamy look as she shrugged.
“I guess so,” she replied and looked down at the ground trying to hide
the
blush coming across her face. You could say that out of pure love, he
took
a step closer and he gently placed his fingers under her chin and
lifted
her gaze back to his.
“You look gorgeous and don’t let anyone else tell you otherwise. I’m
honored
to be escorting the prettiest girl I know to dinner,” he responded as
he
tucked a few loose stands of blond behind her ear and grinned at her.
She
giggled at his touch and smiled back at him. She noticed his handsome
black
tux and shined shoes. Along with his hair perfectly styled hair in his
signature
curl that she fell for many years ago.
“You don’t look too bad yourself, Neutron. And don’t think sweet
talking
me means I’m paying part of the bill,” she remarked and placed her
hands
on her hips, giving him a sly grin.
“Oh, no. Of course not, Cindy,” he said in defense, waving his hands in
front
of him. “I meant what I said,” and without taking his eyes off her, he
offered
her his arm. “Ready to go?” he asked. She grabbed her purse and laced
her
arm around his.
“Yeah, lets get going. You know how impatient Sheen and Libby can get,”
she
said and yelled over her shoulder to her mother, “Bye mom, be back
later!”
andclosed the door behind her. He led her down her few steps, and
across
her lawn to his red car, opening her door for her. Once she was in, he
closed
her door, walked around to the driver’s side and got in. In a few
minutes,
they were on the road on their way to the fancy diner downtown, right
along
the lake. The silence was deafening and Jimmy couldn’t help but glance
over
at her. When she was looking out the window, he quickly activated the
autopilot,
after all he was a genius and had programmed Vox into his modified
ride,
so they would arrive safely. But she didn’t know this and when she
caught
him staring at her, she gave him a questioning look.
Chapter 9
“Eyes on the road, mister. I want to reach the restaurant in one piece,
thank
you.” she retorted with a sneer, crossing her arms. But a confused
expression
soon formed on her face when he began laughing. “What the heck are you
laughing
at? Do you want to get into an accident?” she questioned but he just
kept
laughing. “Are completely insane!” she cried and waved her hands in the
air
when he took his hands off the wheel to clutch his sides. But he
stopped
when he noticed
the fear entering her eyes.
“Don’t worry, Cin. It’s on autopilot, Vox is driving. I thought it
could
give us a chance to talk. Besides, I was too distracted to keep my eyes
on
the road anyway,” he replied and she breathed a sign of relief.
“Oh, okay. Just don’t scare me like that anymore, Neutron, or I may
have
to beat you up. Even if you are my ride,” she told him and gave him a
teasing
smirk. “So, um, I was wondering...did you mean it when you said I was
pretty?”
she asked while twirling her hair around her finger. The question
caught
him slightly off guard but he replied calmly.
“No,” he simply stated and she cringed in pain. ‘Of course he didn’t
mean
it! How could you be so stupid, Vortex?!’ she screamed inside her head
as
her eyes began to water. She looked down, too ashamed and embarrassed
to
look him in the eye. He leaned across the seat and took her hand in
his.
“I think you’re more than pretty,” he stated, like it was a fact and
her
face lit up with joy. Small tears of happiness began spilling over as
she
gazed into his deep blue eyes. He gently wiped away a tear rolling down
her
cheek with his thumb. And leaned in toward her.
‘It’s now or never,’ he thought as he watched her lean in toward him
and
close her eyes. His heartbeat quickened as he closed his own eyes. But,
like
always, the moment was lost when the car suddenly pulled to a stop. An
artificial
voice flowed through the vehicle as the couple slowly leaned back.
“Destination fulfilled, Mr. Neutron,” Vox stated and automatically
opened
the doors. Jimmy sighed in defeat as he climbed out of the car. He felt
the
pocket of his coat in reassurance as he closed the door and locked the
car
before walking up to Cindy, who was already standing at the door of the
restaurant
waiting for him. She smiled sympathetically at him as he approached and
opened
the door for her. Once inside, they soon found their friends talking
and
sitting across from each other at
a booth with an overlook of the lake. Jimmy sat beside his hyperactive
friend
and Cindy beside Libby.
“Hey, Jim. What took you so long?” Sheen asked while wiggling his
eyebrows
and gesturing toward Cindy. Jimmy just rolled his eyes and picked up a
menu.
Sheen noticed but continued anyway, “Cindy looks nice, but did you see
my
hot date?” he said peering over at Libby. Jimmy lowered his menu and
glanced
at Libby.
“Yeah, Sheen.” Jimmy replied uninterested and continued looking over
his
menu, then suddenly he slapped it down on the table and jerked his head
toward
Sheen. “Wait, did you say date?” he asked raising a questioning eyebrow.
“Yup, why? Didn’t Libby tell you this was a double date?” responded
Sheen
pointing his thumb toward Libby.
“No!” exclaimed Jimmy and threw his hands in the air. “This is just
great,
Sheen! I wanted to ask Cindy on a real date! And now our first date is
a
set up double date! Thanks a lot, you guys!” shouted Jimmy and crossed
his
arms over his chest and glared at Libby before turning away from the
group.
Cindy just sat there in shock at Jimmy’s outburst. Then, Libby turned
to
Sheen with an angry stare before reaching across the table and hitting
him
on the arm.
“Sheen, I said this wasn’t a double date! And I told you Jimmy would be
upset
if you told him it was!” yelled Libby at her small-minded boyfriend. “I
explained
to you how important this night was and now you ruined it!” she shouted
before
moving her attention to Jimmy. “Sorry, Jim. You just want to ask her
now?”
Libby asked with pleading eyes. Jimmy took a deep breath and relaxed,
turning
back to everyone.
“That’s okay, I’ll take her after we eat.” stated Jimmy and picked his
menu
back up. Cindy, who hadn’t spoken three words since she sat down, now
sat
across from Jimmy in total confusion. She turned to her best friend for
help.
“Libby, what’s going on?” whispered Cindy only loud enough for Libby to
hear.
“Uh, well I’m not suppose to say anything but...” Libby whispered in
her
ear in return and hesitated before speaking again, “Jimmy called me and
told
me he asked you out and asked for some pointers. Jimmy also talked to
me
about where he wanted to take you after dinner and see what I thought
about
the location. But Sheen overheard me talking to him on my cell and
suggested
a double date, but Jimmy said he wanted his first date with you to be
special.”
Libby explained with a look of
sympathy as Cindy blinked with a mix of shock and confusion. But before
long
the waiter walked up to the table and broke the tension. As he took
their
orders, Cindy just sighed in frustration
‘Stupid Sheen, now Jimmy will be too embarrassed to even look at me! I
have
to think of something to get his attention but nothing too open,’ she
thought
to herself but was soon interrupted by the waiter asking her what she
wanted.
After she ordered, silence fell over the table, but knowing these
characters,
Sheen couldn’t take it anymore and began blabbing about Ultralord and
how
nice Libby looked. Jimmy just smirked at his best friends antics, but
he
was suddenly overcome by a strange,
yet sensational feeling along his leg. His breath caught in his throat
and
he stiffened in his seat when his brain came to the conclusion of this
feeling.
Cautiously, he peered over at Cindy who had her elbows propped up on
the
table and resting her chin in her hands. She was watching the lovebirds
beside
her and taking mental notes at how they expressed their attraction for
each
other, but she could see him out of the corner out her eye and began
rubbing
her foot along his lower leg
again, yet a bit more tempting this time. ‘He’s not going to be
ignoring
me now,’ she told herself, glancing at him for a second before turning
her
attention back to her best friend and smiling lightheartedly. Jimmy
just
stared at her trying to regain composure after his brain went dead.
‘Wow, she is breathtaking,’ he thought before the waiter brought them
their
food. There was everyday conversation between the group
throughout
dinner. Cindy captured Jimmy’s gaze a few times while they ate and when
they
were finished Jimmy and Sheen split the bill. Libby latched onto
Sheen’s
arm as he led her out. Cindy and Jimmy followed behind them, but as
soon
as Cindy walked out the door, she felt a gentle hand clasp around her
arm.
Her feet didn’t move as she looked
over her shoulder and watched Jimmy walk up beside her, still holding
her
arm. He smiled warmly at her as he spoke.
“Cindy, you really do look phenomenal in that dress. Heck, you always
look
wonderful. May I take you somewhere?” he asked sincerely. She could
feel
her knees growing weaker by the moment, but she kept her composure.
“Depends,” she replied, “It better be nice, Neutron,” and gave him a
teasing
smile.
“Oh, it will be better than nice, Vortex,” he told her, repaying the
teasing
gesture. And with that he slid his hand down her arm and clasped her
hand.
The butterflies in her stomach that had stared fluttering since he had
picked
her up earlier where now beating wildly with every step they took
closer
to his destination. He led her behind the restaurant and down a flight
of
stairs that took them to the shore of the lake. She gasped at the
magnificent
view of the moon reflecting off the top of the water. Jimmy smiled to
himself
when he saw her awestruck expression.
Chapter 10
“Jimmy, this view is amazing,” she exclaimed while he led her closer to
the
water. “The placid water makes everything so peaceful, and the full
moon
is a perfect shade of luminous blue,” she stated as they stood at the
end
of the beach, looking out over the lake. “Is this where you wanted to
take
me?” she asked with the curiosity of a little girl. He just chuckled at
her
question.
“No, but we’re close,” he told her and turned his head away from her to
look
down the beach. “Look,” he ordered as he pointed into the distance. She
peered
around his large head to see a small inflamed light in the distance,
just
down the beach. “That’s where I’m taking you,” he said and gently
squeezed
her hand as he began leading her toward the light. In the moonlight,
the
young teens seemed to be in total bliss strolling down the lakeside,
hand
in hand and gently swinging their arms in unison with each step. Jimmy
tried
to keep his eyes off her, but in the end his hormones, along with his
love
for the blond, overpowered him. To him she looked wonderful in her
showy
black dress. And her hair captivated him.
“You’re beautiful,” he murmured before he could stop himself and she
halted
in mid-stride, just staring into the distance, like she was watching
the
world end. Ever so slowly and naturally with his free hand, he tucked a
loose
curl behind her ear, gazing at her with half-closed eyes and a dreamy
expression.
And even slower she spun her head to stare into his sparkling sapphire
eyes.
He was caught off guard when she narrowed her eyes, as if trying to
read
him.
“Is that all I am to you, Neutron? A pretty face,” she demanded,
piercing
her nicely manicured nails into the soft skin of his hand as her
tightened
facial expression molded into the deadly glare he knew all too well.
His
dazed expression soon vanished as he winced in pain. He closed his eyes
for
a few seconds, concentrating and trying to clarify his thoughts. He
took
a few deep breaths and eased his breathing before speaking.
“No! Don’t you get it, Vortex! I thought I already told you this?!
You’re
more!” he exclaimed bringing his face seriously close to hers, causing
her
to lean back a little. She was slightly taken by this, but her
surprised
look quickly changed.
“Oh really?” she asked, giving him a mischievous smirk. “Then prove
it.”
she ordered as he reclined himself back, returning a similar smirk but
with
a hint of aggravation.
“Don’t you worry,” he told her just as he began pulling her rather
roughly
down the beach, toward the flickering light in the distance. “I will,”
he
said a bit more quietly and continued dragging her toward this so
called
‘secret spot ’.
Chapter 11
“Slow down,” she exclaimed a few minutes later, after being
literally
dragged down the beach. “I have sand in my shoes,” she replied very
annoyed with Jimmy’s demeanor. And when Jimmy stopped and turned to
her,
she gave him a questioning look before a flickering light seized
her attention. It took a moment for her eyes to adjust to the
candle-lit
glow as she gazed upon the small table, covered by a silky white table
cloth
and littered with well arranged and colorful candles and flowers. She
gaped
at the surprising sight of the nicely configured table occupied by only
two
chairs and a few lit torches surrounding them.
Jimmy let go of her hand before he strolled over to a chair and pulled
it
out, beckoning for Cindy to sit. She suspiciously looked him over as
she
approached and took her seat. He sat across from her, closing his eyes
and
massaged his temples. After a few moments, he looked up to figure out
her
reaction and found her watching him. The blank expression on her face
confused
him and he considered asking her what she was thinking, but thought it
best
to stay quiet. With the candle
light reflecting off his face and showing off his smooth round cheeks
and
blazing eyes, she smiled at his concerned expression before she began
questioning
him.
“Didn’t we already eat dinner? What’s with the table?” she asked,
gesturing
to the few bright candles and flowers.
“You don’t like it? Is it too much?” he answered with a sign of
disappointment
in his voice. She caught it and soon felt regret for saying anything.
“No, it’s nice. I was just wondering,” she quickly replied and gave him
a
sweet smile. He felt his heart beat quicken as she leaned in and
whispered
to him. “It’s certainly romantic,” she told him in a seductive tone. He
pulled
at his collar and transmitted a nervous chuckle through the dense air.
“Uh...well, you could say that,” he said looking away from her for a
moment
and biting his lower lip. A sly smile played on her lips as she watched
him.
“Don’t tell me Jimmy Neutron is nervous,” she recited to the pink faced
boy
across from her, raising an eyebrow at him.
“Huh? N-no,” he shakily replied. “It’s just,” he said and took a deep
breath
before continuing, “I need to tell you something... something
important,”
he responded and gazed into her emerald eyes. ‘Okay, I can do it. It’s
just
her and I. No one around to interrupt, no one to be embarrassed by.
Just
say it.” he told himself, but his logical side of his brain had other
plans.
“Okay,” she simply replied, placing her elbow on the table and resting
her
chin on her knuckle. He gulped as he twiddled his fingers in his lap.
“I, uh,” he responded before he tilted his head down, staring at his
fingers
and continuing, “We’ve known each other for a long time and you could
say
that we have gotten closer over the years. Some even say that we are
best
friends, but others think we are still enemies and always will be. Yet,
it
is scientifically proven that a relationship can take years to blossom
and
once enemies can become friendly, strong bonds can be formed. And with
those
bonds, feelings start to take shape. But for young males, I have
concluded
that it is emotionally harder to share these feelings and...” he
explained,
but stopped when he looked up at her and noticed she had her head
turned
away from him, gazing out over the lake. “You’re not even paying
attention
to me,” he sadly stated and resumed staring into his lap. But he was
shook
from his thoughts when she spoke to the water.
“It’s captivating, isn’t it?” she asked, continuing to look out over
the
water that was catching the orange glow of the candles on its smooth,
flowing
surface. Jimmy did not like being ignored.
“We’re you listening? I was trying to tell you-” he started but was cut
off.
“Jimmy, I don’t want to hear it.” she stated and rolled her eyes.
“What?” he asked, completely blown away by her rudeness and
incapability
to even listen to him for a few minutes.
“I don’t want to hear a bunch of science crap!” she explained, slamming
her
hands on the table and looking him straight in the eye. “Just please
tell
me,” she pleaded. He stared at her as a rush of emotions surged through
him;
anger, confusion, sadness and most of all helplessness. He was a loss
of
words as he looked upon the face of the young girl in front of him. The
glow
from the candles perfectly illuminated her gentle skin and gleaming
eyes.
His heart skipped a beat as she pushed her chair back and stood up.
Chapter 12
He watched her as she walked down to the water’s edge. A cool breeze
blew
over her as she reached the water. Jimmy sat there, pondering what to
do
next as he gazed at her, dress flowing in the wind. He felt the cold
breeze
blow over them again and watched as she crossed her arms over her chest
and
began to shiver. He let out a defeated sigh as he took off his jacket
and
quietly walked up behind her. He carefully slipped it over her
shoulders
and wrapped his arm around her waist. She kept her face turned away
from
him as he tried to catch her eye, but he soon gave up.
“Come on,” he told her and led her to a small log a few yards away. As
they
sat down, Jimmy slowly removed his arm from her waist and placed his
hands
on his knees.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered, clutching his coat around her shoulders.
“Don’t be, I’m sorry. I should have just come out with it instead of
blabbing
on like that.” he told her with the upmost sincerity in his voice. An
unendurable
silence filled the air as the couple just stared out over the water,
the
moon and the candle light mixing together creating brilliant colors
rippling
through the small waves. Jimmy slowly turned himself toward her and
gingerly
touched her face. Cindy closed her eyes and absorbed the tingling
feeling.
As he pulled his hand from her cheek, she placed her hand on top of
his,
holding his shaky hand in place. She also turned herself to face him.
They
gazed into each other’s eyes as Jimmy gathered his thoughts.
“Cindy, I...,” he started, but couldn’t form the words.
“Yes,” she replied, urging him to continue. He wasn’t sure what to do,
so
he did what the logical side of his brain told him not to. He decided
it
was finally now or never and that even if she tore him down like an old
building,
he was going to ask her the question that had been burning a hole in
his
ample brain the entire night and for several years.
“Cin, can I kiss you?” he asked as a playful smile formed on her face.
She
had been waiting so many lonely nights for him to speak up and
concluded
that she wasn’t about to let this amatory moment slip away, even if it
meant
admitting her attraction toward the gentle genius. Cindy Vortex does
not
turn down a challenge.
“Depends,” she responded and slipped her arms around his neck. He could
feel
his knees growing weaker and his stomach twisting into knots as he
glided
his own arms around her and rested his hands on her back, under his
jacket.
All reasoning seemed to slip away as he softly held her. Only his love
for
the intoxicating girl genius flowed through him, like the water in a
steady
stream. He admired everything about her and he realized that in a few
years
he could be with her forever, and with that came a thought of losing
her
forever if he did not release his sentiments now, and it clouded his
mind
for a single moment. Love induced determination overwhelmed him.
“May I, if I told you that I love you,” he informed her. The words
penetrated
her heart as tears rolled down her cheeks. His own tears glistened in
his
eyes as pulled her closer. “I always have and I always will,” he said
as
his tears finally escaped. “I’m so sorry I didn’t tell you sooner, I
was
just afraid. And I’ll understand if you don’t feel the same way,” he
replied
as he began to turn from her, but she stopped him.
Chapter 13
You could cut the tension with a knife, like the fragile vein that
carries
the life-giving blood. She knew her next word, action, or any form of
response
would change her life. Because now she knew that the one person in the
world
she was not suppose to love, loved her. But, she couldn’t stop herself
from
falling in love with the young genius, it just happened, like fate knew
it
would happen all along. And nothing and no one could get in the way.
As the words softly rolled off his tongue, she could feel her heart
swelling.
She knew how she felt and wasn’t about to let herself trip and fall at
the
finish line. She wasn’t going to screw up her perfect chance and start
all
over again. She wasn’t going to fail. For Cindy Vortex, failure was not
an
option.
“You know for a genius, you’re really stupid,” she told him, her eyes
sparkling
with affection. He took him a moment to think about her words before he
turned
back to face her, moving his hands down to her hips. This definitely
was
not the straight up answer he was hoping for. But he should have seen
it
was coming, for she certainly was not a straight up kind of girl and he
loved
that about her.
“How so?” he asked with a look of utter confusion on his face. He
thought
he knew her pretty well, but she would always be the one question he
could
not find an answer for.
“Oh please, all the hints I’ve dropped,” she answered, but the
expression
on his face didn’t change. “The looks, the gestures, the smiles,” she
stated,
getting more desperate with each word. “Well, maybe this will clear
things
up,” she said as she scooted onto his lap. “Kiss me.” she whispered to
him,
closing her eyes and leaning into him, but stopping a few inches from
his
lips. She tempted him with her warm breath against his face. And being
the
kind of girl she was, bright,
brave, strong and never taking a command from a dumb male, she fully
enjoyed
the feeling of him squirming in her grasp, her lips just out of reach
and
her in control.
“Really?” he whispered, raising his eyebrows in shock. He couldn’t
believe
what she was doing, much less what she said. And before he could say or
think
anything else she pressed her glossy lips against his. His mind went
completely
blank as he closed his eyes and deeply kissed her back, running his
hands
up her sides. She twisted at his touch, his fingers tickling her ribs.
This
was the moment the two teens had waited for a long time, when they
could
finally reveal their true intentions for arguing, teasing, stealing
sideways
glances, and denying any attraction for each other.
When their lips finally parted, neither could speak. They stared into
the
other’s eyes for a moment, foreheads gently pressed against each other
until
Jimmy closed the gap and softly kissed the corner of her mouth. He
tenderly
kissed her lips before his own lips trailed down her cheek and then
delicately
caressed her neck. She melted in his embrace as he gently rubbed her
back,
brushing his lips over her bare shoulder before burying his face in her
hair,
lightly kissing her ear. She could barely breathe, much less come to
reality.
It was like a dream, who would have thought she would be in the arms of
her
mortal enemy. Waves of emotions rushed through her, his warm breath
against
her neck, the soft touch of his lips on her skin made her tremble at
the
unbelievable feeling. They sat on the log, tangled in each other’s arms
for
what felt like forever until Cindy slowly reclined herself back to look
into
his eyes.
“I love you so much,” she whispered to the young genius. Her heart
flowed
out in those five small words, the words he longed to hear for too many
languish
days and lonesome nights.
“Not as much as I love you,” he whispered back, a loving smile forming
on
his face. He was amazed at how easily the words could come out, the
same
words he kept secret for so long.
“Oh really, how much then?” she asked in her own teasing tone that made
his
heart flutter. She needed to know if this was a dream or not.
“More than science,” he told her, leaning in to kiss her neck again. He
knew
this was nothing but true and he needed her to know also. She really
did
mean the world to him, whether he had ever admitted to it before. She
was
a main factor for most of his inventions and she only spurred him on to
make
bigger and better creations.
“Wow,” she expressed breathlessly as he ran his hands through her hair.
She
couldn’t believe how big a part she played in his life. She knew
science
was everything to him, but most of all she knew he meant everything to
her.
“Jimmy...” she spoke more to herself than him.
“Yes, my love?” he answered as she placed her head against his chest,
listening
to his flowing heart beat. He held her tighter as he rested his cheek
on
the top of her head. He knew he would have to take her home sooner or
later,
nevertheless wished he could stay here with her forever.
“If only I told you sooner,” she whispered to him while her eyelids
slowly
lowered. “If only...,” she uttered as she fell a sleep in her love’s
arms.
Epilogue
After Cindy had fallen asleep, Jimmy used his watch to signal the hover
car
to the lake and have vox drive his red car back to the lab. He
carefully
laid Cindy on the back seat with a small pillow and blanket. He
listened
to her quiet mumbling as he flew to her house. Once they arrived on
their
street, he carefully hovered up to Cindy’s window. Luckily it was open
and
he parked the hover car in midair just outside her window, close enough
to
step from the side of the hover car and onto her window ledge.
Quietly and carefully, he carried her from the craft and into her dim
room.
He gently placed her on her soft pink bed and slowly took off her black
sandals,
trying not to wake her. As he put her shoes in her closet, he noticed
the
door was open and glided over to it and silently closed it. Once he
returned
to the side of her bed, he gazed upon her as she turned onto her side,
facing
him and nestled her head into her fluffy pillow.
‘Like a sleeping angel,’ he thought as he pulled the covers over her.
When
he was sure she was comfortable, he lightly brushed his fingers over
her
loosely curled hair before turning to leave. But before making his
departure,
he carefully placed a small black box on her night stand for her to
find
in the morning. Then, as quietly as possible he made his way back to
her
window, but was startled when he heard someone clear their throat.
‘Uh-oh,’ he thought and mentally kicked himself for not being quieter.
He
noted the annoyed manner in this gesture and spun around slowly, like a
little
kid being caught in the act of stealing a cookie, to face the teenage
girl.
Cindy sat up in the bed, her arms crossed over her chest, glaring at
the
boy. In the dark, with only the moon light steaming in through the open
window
and bouncing off her glistening blond hair and gleaming green eyes,
Jimmy
knew she couldn’t be any more appealing. He gave her his best smile and
shoved
his hands into his pockets, trying to hide the blush creeping into his
cheeks
while he stood at her window.
“So,” she started, “you think you can just drop me off and leave?” she
asked
him, her tone strangely arrogant. He was quite baffled, after the
night’s
engagements he thought she may be a bit more gratifying, but of course
that
wasn’t her.
“Sorry,” he replied, a little more timid than he originally wished.
“Oh, okay,” she remarked as she let her arms fall limply into her lap.
“Well,
can we talk before you go?” she asked and he nodded in response,
but didn’t move from his place at the window. She gazed at him
questioningly,
waiting for him to walk over to her. After a few moments and he still
didn’t
move, she flicked on the lamp that sat on the stand beside her bed.
“Come
here,” she ordered, a bit annoyed at his density. At her words, his
soft
expression molded into a dreamier, far off look as he approached her
bedside.
The delicate light from the small lamp illuminated him and she was
memorized
by his matured features.
“Yes?” he questioned, casually sitting at the end of the bed across
from
her. He turned himself slightly to face her as she grinned shyly at him
and
took a deep breath before speaking.
“I...” she stammered, “I think we should take it slow,” she said as she
reached
for his hands. “I don’t want to rush into things and go back to
fighting,”
she implied to him, a sense of sadness in her eyes. “It’s just you know
how
well I’ve kept my feelings for you covered up and I don’t want everyone
freaking
out. But I do want a relationship with you.” she told him, her eyes
slightly
glazing over. His heart leapt into his throat.
“I understand,” he responded in his own soothing tone that always made
her
feel better, like nothing could go wrong. “I think some may go insane
if
they see us making out, anyway,” he joked, softly squeezing her hands.
“We’ll
just have to keep our public affection to a minimum until
everyone
gets used to the idea of enemies dating,” he inquired softly.
“I’m gonna tell Libby though,” she remarked as he stood up and she
slipped
back under the covers.
“I know,” he commented wittingly as he flipped off her lamp, then
strolled
back to the window. Just before he climbed out, her soft voice
flowed
to him.
“Jimmy? What about my goodnight kiss?” she pouted, batting her
eyelashes
at the tired genius. He sighed and turned around, smiling back at her
as
he drew nearer. When he reached her, she sat up anticipating his next
move.
He gently swept a few strands of her golden hair behind her ear before
he
leaned down. She closed her eyes and absorbed the feeling as his lips
pressed
against hers. She tried wrapping her arms around his neck, but he
pulled
away, leaving her hands grasping nothing but air.
“Easy, Vortex,” he whispered to her and when she opened her eyes he was
already
at the window. “I’ll see you tomorrow,” he told her, but it came out
more
like a question and she smiled broadly.
“You bet,” she responded and nestled back into bed. “Goodnight, Jimmy,”
she
spoke softly, her eyelids slowly lowering.
“Goodnight, beautiful,” he uttered to her and disappeared out the
window.
She listened to the gentle hum of the hover car as she fell into
unconsciousness,
dreaming of her beloved.
The end... for now